Killuminati, you'll never take my mind, soul & my body.

Open up ur mind.
Listen.
All the shit u think glisten
Aint gold.
So I've been told.
The truth is underneath.
It has yet to unfold.
Nevermind the buzz
Nevermind the gov'.
Its all lies
Or disguised as subs.
You know, subliminal shit.
They brainwashing u, stealing ur humanity on some criminal shit.

Lets just take a hit of this.
Pass around the spliffs.
A discussion is about to spin off.
U may not believe me
As I began to move my jaws.

See this world is a playground
To Satan & whoever follows.
Since I'm a true believer in God,
This can be a tough pill to swallow.

Im not talking about that white girl Molly.
Im talking about what the media is putting out_in ur head.

Theres no reason to be jolly. (-_-)

You're being reconstructed entirely.

& u show no sign of knowing.
Simply whats going on, and its showing.

The way u dress,
Ur high tech gadgets.

Anything thats not like u is flat out Ratchet.

Right?

U live to pretend you're in that light.
But when you're alone at night,
What become of ur dreams?

Money, jewelry, cars and clothes.
Just greed.

All the shit u done seen:
In music videos, movies and the

media* makes that life look serene.

When all it is is one big scheme.

They plotting.

& they want our heads.

Our souls without the heart

So that we're spiritually dead.

Heres what I read: theres a new world order.

In other words, they want majority of us slaughtered.

There is too many to control, they already bought down the minorities.

The rest has to get ridden of.
Thats their main priority.

Our food is being poisened.
Our music is just satanic rituals.

Illuminati is EVERYTHING BUT fictional.

Aggressive Like

Im aggressive like a bear.
A lion and a lil ass pomeranian too.
But more like my father
I belong in a zoo.
The things that I would do,
When I lose a few screws.
It'll definitely leave u wondering
About the things that I've been through.
I cant function with anger
Not concentrating.
Just losing control, its a disaster.
& its not getting better,
Im downward spiraling faster.
What happened to me?
I look in the mirror and asked that.
Its my father in me that my mother probably forseen,
It happened.
Is what looks back.
As I try to back track
Something tells me I should not.
Theres a reason I forgot.
Now my head is getting hot.
You tryna put me on the spot....
So I get aggressive like......
An unsharpened knife
To steak.
Im hard to break.
Aggressive like an ape.

Im just mad.

Its the way I've been shaped.

Its not my fault.

Giving it too much.

I'm sitting here thinking this can't be life.

I'm gaining weight stressing...
Why do I keep messing with fate.

When do you know that enough is enough

To stop giving chances?
Im panting, nearly going into an attack of panic.

My way isn't working for me.
It never crossed your mind, you never looked to see.

My way.
You're so inconsiderate.

Your way,
Considering I understand,

Makes sense but not enough to be mad.
Your bickering makes me glad
Sometimes its good to not give a fuck-

I took that idea & ran.

Im giving u too much by entertaining your confusion.

Of what a relationship should be like. -Cuz your illusioned.

A Good Woman Could NEVER Stay Down

This week has been a crazy one. He said to make sure my world doesnt stop... & it wont. I guess I'm seeing things more clearer now.

Going Numb

Drunk out of my mind but you know what I won’t forget?

The times you’ve spent with me and the day that we first met.

The times when you walked out on me,

Including right now.

You say you love me and wanna be with me.

You have a funny way of showing me how.

When everything's’ fucked up like this you know what I wanna do?

Stay away from you.

Deal with shit the way I want when I’m feeling blue.

I say fuck everything.

Even the vacation we just came back from.

I say fuck what you've caused- PAIN,

I’m going numb.

A Thought in my Waiting Room

As I wait while you get out of the shower, im unhappy in my own being.
Not of my choices, but who I've been seeing.
Not that its multiple,
Not that I dont love u...
But just like u been doing,
I gotta put ME above YOU.

Careless to that...

Sometimes I care about what you think,
Other times I can give 2 fucks.
Now when I'm around you
I see its hard for you,
You care too much.

What can I do though?
Its only right that I be me..
Just do what you say, huh...
Bro...
Please.

If I take you so seriously,
You would be in control.
Im aggressively controlling
So Ive been told.
Im anxious and annoying,
Acknowledged for being bold.

Theres no time to power trip,
I dont wanna be cold.
This argument is pointless.
Ready to hang it up and walk away
You're losing it.

I AM* careless to that,
Im so fucking insensitive.
Cause when every little thing causes that.....!
You use that & feel some kind of personal incinitive.

Not today.
Dont bring that negativity this way.
Real talk,
I just wanna enjoy my day.

Park it Right There

Stay stationed in a good parking space.

Try and Figure Me Out.

You thought u could.
If u had a chance to get inside my mind,
Bet you would.
Fall back though,
I think you really should.

Its unknown to me also. Theres so many thoughts.
Theres a war in my head
Theres too many, all sorts
They bother me when I lay in bed.

Its too much for me,
But it might be intriguing to you.
Some thoughts I dont need
So I'll share some with you.
Give u something to do...

Take your hypothesis, make up your guess.
& if its too much to take in one breath, leave the rest.

Just figure me out,
& try your best.

Taken Back

Im taken back by you.
Youre flawless in my eyes.
If only you knew how beautiful you are...