*** Vday Blues ***

Waiting for the blacklist log to be fulfilled

Thinking u will
Call.
Text.
Express how u feel.
Reality sets in & it feels too real.
You're gone
& there's nothing I can do.
Replaying this song-
Its all I've been listening to.

Feeling the blues.

Defense mode.
Its like I'm playing 2K.
I'm playing home while you're playing-
Away.
Feeling some type of way.
You blocking calls not giving me a pass.
Blowing your phone up-
How long is this gonna last?

Maybe I shouldn't be so pushy.
But it gets to u when I'm mushy.
Romantic.
I'm frantic....

Mind u- its my day.
My birthday.
Tomorrow
But yesterday
Was Valentines Day.

smh.

posted from Bloggeroid

Lucky #7 hrs till my Bday !

I'm feeling *22*

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I can't say I don't understand shit
I know how it all happened.
I figured it'll get way more easier and less complicated.
Fooled myself
Screwed myself
Horrificly.